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Thursday, June 19, 2008

how many more days?

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days are dwindling until D-day (or T-day if you prefer) and my brain, it might be frying like an egg in the sun. it is seriously playing tricks on me. for example: i am now DREAMING about this damn test, as if it's not enough that i spend practically every waking moment preparing for it, it is now in my [precious] sleep - haunting me -last nights variety was something along the lines of me just sitting at the computer on test day and for all eight hours just staring at it, not clicking any buttons or anyting cuz i was so freaked out, followed by a lovely rendition of quizzing myself on pharmacuticals in my sleep?!! for the love of gawd!!

so ya, i think it needs to get here -- and be over. i'm feeling a little more than freaked out. i don't know if it's healthy "just enough anxiety to make me concentrate" freaked out or bad "i'm gonna skip over all the important words" freaked out. trying to make sure it's the first one - still steadly improving on my question bank everyday - i'm not shooting for the stars here, just shooting for a decent PASSING score!!

8 comments:

KC said...

Well if you worked as hard as you say you have you will do fine. I hate when real life takes over dreams. I have been freaking out about my first race because I haven't ran in 2 weeks. My dream two nights ago was about being in a race that I wasn't ready for and all these old ladies were prepared to kick my butt at running.

wishing you the best with your tests. you will do fine.

Katie said...

Just returning your comment. I know that feeling, when exams seem to take over your life, and all you want to do it just take the thing, and pass it.

Kymberli said...

Since your test is computer-based, will you get your results instantly or will you have to wait? If you have to wait, how long will it take you to get the scores back? Dreaming of the freaking test? Been there, done that. I hope these days pass quickly for you so you can breathe and let go.

Kim said...

Good luck on your exam! nclm

DC said...

Only six more days to go!! I'm sure you're going to do great on the test. You are prepared and capable. (Just repeat that over and over to yourself.) ;)

sara said...

Just wanted to wish you the best of luck on your test, I'm sure you'll do great. But it sure will be nice just to be over, huh? (NCLM)

Nit said...

Aghhhh!! I feel your pain! I suffer from the worst test anxiety. I would never sleep more than 2 hours leading up to an exam!

I'm sure you'll do great though & just think how good you will feel the minute after it is over!!! :)

good luck

Shereen said...

you're doing so great! Way better than i ever could. You are almost done. keep on trucking!