Tuesday, August 19, 2008

not ideal, but it'll do

So I had that interview yesterday - they offered me the job. I took it for now. It's only part-time and really not what I want to be doing [i think i said that before!] but you know, I need to be doing something! so i won't complain [much] and pray that something more along the lines of what I am hoping for comes along soon.

Speaking of that.... after I left the interview yesterday I got a phone call from a place I would LOVE to work. Talked for a little while and was just finishing up the phone call when my call was dropped! I couldn't call back b/c it came up as 'unavailable' but I am still hopeful that their hiring team will call soon. [i really have nothing else to be except hopeful]

I am still on the fence about what to do with my little old life - attempt to jump into a whole new program, modify what I was doing before (still more & different school), suck it up and do what everyone wants me to do..... it's all overwhelming me at the moment! I know that I don't have to decide now - unless of course I want to take a class or 2 this fall - then I should probably come up with a decision pretty soon. I have come to the conclusion that no matter what I do - I have to love it. I can't spend another 2-5yrs being unhappy and frustrated. It's not even the amount of time or $$ that bothers me with my choices right now, it's the fact that I can't make up my mind! I hope that one day the right decision just comes to me - one day sooner than later. No matter what, I am not done educating myself - as hard as I know it will be at this point with the baby and things - it is worth it to make a better life for my family. There are still things I want to accomplish, and really, there isn't much that will stop me from doing that.


Jill said...

I hope you find what you are looking for very soon.... and I hope that company calls back :)

Amy said...

I know how you feel about the whole decision process. It's tough. But you will figure it out I'm sure of that. Congrats on the job! It's at least something for now.

alicia said...

I hope that dream job you want calls back!! but in the mean time it sounds like you have a plan and know what you want.

kccat said...

Congrats on the job. I hope the other place calls back soon. You will get it all figured out soon enough. Don't worry about it too much.

Anonymous said...

Decisions... take some to figure out your life path. Its only been a little over a month since you went on leave of absence... don't rush into any decisions... but you have a whole lifetime to figure all this out, in reality!