not ideal, but it'll do

So I had that interview yesterday - they offered me the job. I took it for now. It's only part-time and really not what I want to be doing [i think i said that before!] but you know, I need to be doing something! so i won't complain [much] and pray that something more along the lines of what I am hoping for comes along soon.

Speaking of that.... after I left the interview yesterday I got a phone call from a place I would LOVE to work. Talked for a little while and was just finishing up the phone call when my call was dropped! I couldn't call back b/c it came up as 'unavailable' but I am still hopeful that their hiring team will call soon. [i really have nothing else to be except hopeful]

I am still on the fence about what to do with my little old life - attempt to jump into a whole new program, modify what I was doing before (still more & different school), suck it up and do what everyone wants me to do..... it's all overwhelming me at the moment! I know that I don't have to decide now - unless of course I want to take a class or 2 this fall - then I should probably come up with a decision pretty soon. I have come to the conclusion that no matter what I do - I have to love it. I can't spend another 2-5yrs being unhappy and frustrated. It's not even the amount of time or $$ that bothers me with my choices right now, it's the fact that I can't make up my mind! I hope that one day the right decision just comes to me - one day sooner than later. No matter what, I am not done educating myself - as hard as I know it will be at this point with the baby and things - it is worth it to make a better life for my family. There are still things I want to accomplish, and really, there isn't much that will stop me from doing that.