scattered and fragile

You know when you so much on your mind that you can't quite figure out how to get it all out of there?
I am having that problem.
It's mostly all unrelated stuff that is happening at the same time.
And my brain - well - baby girl has apparently outgrown my stomach and is also taking up space in the brain too!

so excuse me world, if i have been a little off lately. and please be gentle, i am also fragile.

example of my fragile-ness: we were trying to pick a song for my sister's wedding, I cried like a baby at oh, every song, that we listened too. [now, i am normally pretty sappy, but that is extreme even for me] I have to give a speech at her wedding - I can't write it b/c everytime I start to even think about it [like now....] I cry. Industrial size box of kleenex needed right.here.

example of my scatterbrain-ness: I have been working on getting a raise. My boss was out of town for like a week or so and he just came back monday. So, at the most complete wrong time, I asked him if anyone had talked to him about it. I would never normally just blurt something like that out - at least not in a public area! I am typically more of the email question-asker. Immediatly wished I was more flexible so I could shove my foot in my mouth. [luckily it went ok, still no raise yet though that I know of....but I did get a $50 gift card for doing an awesome job last month]


And as a side note -- my stomach= gone. squished to the size of a pea. my appetite? growing. what do you think this situation is doing for my mental status?!! yes it's a wonderful place to be.....