so, i did my FR OPK a little bit ago, and it was positive. [like for sure, even i couldn't mess that one up!]
first positive test of any kind i have ever seen.
game on.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
pull your weight, Vikki's secret and more....
*warning: complete randomness and blabbering ahead*
i just can't concentrate on what i need to so - what do i do, talk to the internet while listening to the wonderful musings of E=mc2 [mariah carey's new cd], mike bought it for me today. it's wonderful.i have been so insanely frustrated with my "groups" that i have to work with @ school. probably b/c most of them do no work and complain to me that nothing is done... um duh? i'm not doing everything! I finally started refusing to do certain things in order to force the hand on other people, it worked. sorta. We are in medical school, you should be old enough to take direction - for that matter, not need much direction, i can't handle it! I can't wait for it to all be over......
also frustrating - things that are unfair. i want everyone to have what they want out of life, and it's not happening for some and i don't like that much. not at all. how can someone so deserving be denied something they want so badly over and over again? it really makes my heart hurt.
more upbeat: yesterday i learned the most amazing news ever, something in fact that i had heard once but thought too good to be true. My friend Megan verified it. You really can return defective bra's to Vikki's and get a new one in return! I have one of my favorite's from there that has a wierd tear in it and i thought all hope was lost, but now, I know that I can get a brand-spanking new one-sans hole! YEESSS!!!
the sun is out people - like really out. no, i don't have a picture of it today - but maybe tomorrow. and it's warm - almost 70! i can feel the heatwave coming..... i am so ready for warm weather and sunshine it's ridic.
on the 'babymaking front' - still trying to figure out those crazy OPK's.... i know i am using them right, but man looking at the lines to figure out if it's lighter/same/darker.... gimme a cheese break. i can see how they frustrate people!
alright - now that you have a small sampling of whats been going on the past few days... we'll go now. gonna take a walk. in the sunshine. yay!
Sunday, April 13, 2008
fo.cus
focus.
seriously now - i have been attempting to study for the past 3 hours - with little success. i have no idea what my problem is! Nothing in particular is distracting me, I have nothing pressing on my mind [b/c i have already taken care of pressing matters in desperate attempt to not study] there is nothing exciting in the internet to look at, i just keep looking a the same things over and over and saying to myself "stop it, study!"
this is a busy busy week (do i say this every week? yes? well they really are busy... no seriously...) and i need to get through my list of tasks i set for myself today - there are about 6 things on it... i am through 1/2 of the first one. progress.
ok well now that i have distracted myself yet again - back to that list.
focus.
focus.
seriously now - i have been attempting to study for the past 3 hours - with little success. i have no idea what my problem is! Nothing in particular is distracting me, I have nothing pressing on my mind [b/c i have already taken care of pressing matters in desperate attempt to not study] there is nothing exciting in the internet to look at, i just keep looking a the same things over and over and saying to myself "stop it, study!"
this is a busy busy week (do i say this every week? yes? well they really are busy... no seriously...) and i need to get through my list of tasks i set for myself today - there are about 6 things on it... i am through 1/2 of the first one. progress.
ok well now that i have distracted myself yet again - back to that list.
Friday, April 11, 2008
happy birthday to you......
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to Roooocchheeellllleeeeee
happy.birthday.t0.you!!
happy birthday to Roooocchheeellllleeeeee
happy.birthday.t0.you!!
love you BFF!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
cd what?
last time i used the intitials cd they stood for compact disc - now they have an entirely new meaning.....
cd = cycle day.
for some reason i am having a hard time keeping track of said cd's (i think i am on cd7 right now but really i don't know for sure) maybe it's b/c i have too much other stuff to think about - but really i think it's b/c i am not really clued into the whole deal. The reason i am keeping track is b/c we are planning on using OPK's this month - starting around cd10 - see why this is important now? (ok so it's not that important but still!)
how many are left until the end of M2 year? i'm not really counting or anything (40...) i just want it to be o.v.e.r! 3 written tests, 2 presentations, 2 or 3 oral tests (ie "doctor stuff") and probably some other exam type stuff thrown in there too [just to make sure i am 'ready' to 'move on' i guess?] oh and a bunch of paperwork that is due in the middle of that -- oh b/c i have so much free time!
what will happen after the nxt 40 days are over, also known as boards studying. we are required to put together a study schedule, and lets face it, even if we weren't, i would do it anyway. so i am starting to get ideas from other people who have "been there done that". i will have 29d to study - and i will be studying every.single.one of those days for at least 10h (maybe more?). thinking about it makes me tear up a little. when i have my schedule done i will be sure to share my misery with everyone..... i know you are all dying to know how i will spend the month of june.
cd = cycle day.
for some reason i am having a hard time keeping track of said cd's (i think i am on cd7 right now but really i don't know for sure) maybe it's b/c i have too much other stuff to think about - but really i think it's b/c i am not really clued into the whole deal. The reason i am keeping track is b/c we are planning on using OPK's this month - starting around cd10 - see why this is important now? (ok so it's not that important but still!)
cd = class days [left].
how many are left until the end of M2 year? i'm not really counting or anything (40...) i just want it to be o.v.e.r! 3 written tests, 2 presentations, 2 or 3 oral tests (ie "doctor stuff") and probably some other exam type stuff thrown in there too [just to make sure i am 'ready' to 'move on' i guess?] oh and a bunch of paperwork that is due in the middle of that -- oh b/c i have so much free time!
cd = crazy days [ahead].
what will happen after the nxt 40 days are over, also known as boards studying. we are required to put together a study schedule, and lets face it, even if we weren't, i would do it anyway. so i am starting to get ideas from other people who have "been there done that". i will have 29d to study - and i will be studying every.single.one of those days for at least 10h (maybe more?). thinking about it makes me tear up a little. when i have my schedule done i will be sure to share my misery with everyone..... i know you are all dying to know how i will spend the month of june.
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