do do do it

I have been incredibly scatterbrained the past few days and I just need to put a few of my thoughts down. Prepare for the randomness.

• It has occured to me over the course of my life that without a doubt, I am a do-er. If something needs taken care of, I just do it - no questions asked (usually). This applies to every.single.aspect of my life - home, work, school - I don't say no and I RARELY ask for help. What frustrates me the most - is when I am running around like a crazy person trying to get everything accomplished in a day - and other people are sitting around with their fingers up their nose watching me. REALLY? You don't realize that when the dishes are dirty you should wash them?
• Tonight was the first long day for me - and it was horrible. G was crying, SCREAMING all day and I wanted nothing more than to forget work and school and come home to her instead of leaving her here with my mother in law. It wouldn't have been as bad if her dad was here, but since that wasn't the case, it was more like torture. I hope next week is better.
• We are taking her to the ped GI next week - I hope he is nice, listens to me(!) and we get some answers/a good plan in place.
• I am in shock by the amount of $$ parents blow on their kids to be in pagents!
• Things have been tense in my house - a lot of it has to do with our busy schedules and my first point... but the other part, I don't know why. I just don't like it.
• I really haven't talked to my friends in a few weeks. I should be more upset about that than I am. I miss them, of course, but at this moment in time I don't have the energy to put into anything else. that is pretty sad huh?
• Can someone just suck off these last 10lbs and make all of my pre-baby clothes fit again? OR pay me 1 months salary to stay home so I could spend that time working out since I don't have the time to get to the gym otherwise....

I promise a more coherent, hopefully whitty, post soonish!