But I also don't know how much time I have to make it better.
Because, Saturday, as in a few days from now, is my first day back to school. You know - full time grad school. Don't get me wrong - I am glad to go back and get started (so I can be finished...) but suddenly it is seeming very overwhelming.
Work all week... School until 8p one night a week and from 9-4 on Saturdays..... Train for 5k.... being a MOM.... be a WIFE.... and try to see the rest of the important people in my life. [I think I left out hygiene - I assure you, I will squeeze this in. And eating, I will see what I can do]
I know I will come up with a schedule that will work, and I am thankful my little peanut is on a good schedule, but it is very daunting right at the moment. If you have been around for a while, you know I do not do well with the unknown. so just bring it on so I can figure it out already!
But, speaking of school - I have so much to do!! I have to: buy books, buy supplies*, get my office organized so I can actually use it, figure out where in the heck these classes are, line up babysitters for Saturdays..... crazy.
You know what though, I might be busy and frazzled and bitchy sometimes, but every single thing I am doing is to make our lives better - so to me, it will all pay off in the end and I will do whatever I need to for that to happen. Bring it on I say.....
*I really like school/office supplies...like, a lot!
After 5 years as a BS/MD, I think you'll do just fine with that grad school schedule. NOTHING can top medical school in terms of schedule and studying...
ReplyDeleteaunt jacqui can babysit everyother sat when i am off!!!
ReplyDeleteYou function best when you have a million things to do ---- otherwise you turn into mush! LOL Like mother like daughter. Don't worry it will all fall into place.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure you will get everything worked out and everything will work out just great in the end. Congrats on going back to school, I'm too scared to do it!
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